Behaving abnormal doesn’t make you bad
I feel led to encourage someone reading this. Under the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, people project the badness they feel onto others. As a result, you have people pointing fingers at others, making it seem as though something is wrong with someone.
There are times in life when people don't handle things well, and in those circumstances, behave in a manner that is difficult for most people. Most times, because of the brainwashing of the enemy of the soul, people look at others in those bad behaviors and act like something is wrong with them, when instead they're merely acting out the pain of their past trauma.
Let me encourage you, that it is quite alright to have a nervous breakdown. It is alright to not seem like you have it altogether, and although you might make mistakes and say and do things you shouldn't, one thing you can be certain of, is that you are not Jesus Christ, and that you're human.
In fact, you're feeling as though you cannot handle the rejection you feel from others, is merely their inability to understand you're in the process of healing, and they've misinterpreted it as you're a bad person, because the badness of their own heart is vexing them, so to relieve themselves of condemnation, they project onto you.
It is ok to be rejected by others, because what they say IS NOT TRUE! Just because someone said something negative about you DOES NOT MAKE IT TRUE! That is THEIR REALITY, NOT YOURS! Someone can say you're nothing but a loser a gazillion times, but all that is, is a reflection of their own badness needing to put you down, so that they feel normal, WHEN THERE IS NO NORMAL!!!!
God shows us that people can act a fool like David with the Philistines, acting like he was crazy. BUT GUESS WHAT; THAT DIDN'T MAKE DAVID CRAZY! He was God's chosen vessel who was having a crisis and from the past trauma of rejection, as a result he behaved abnormal.
HEAR THIS: YOU BEHAVING ABNORMAL DOESN'T MAKE YOU A BAD PERSON! YOU'RE JUST A PERSON LIVING LIFE!
Others' opinions don't define you, GOD DOES! It doesn't matter if everyone gathers against you (which they won't) but if they do, it doesn't make what they say about you true!!!!!!
YOU ARE LOVED, YOU ARE ACCEPTED IN THE BELOVED, YOU ARE FEARFULLY AND WONDERFULLY MADE, YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
GOD BLESS!
Robin Kirby Gatto